neurotic_rat

Oi vey... First, I was fighting against those community/user page linking URLs, and gave up to resorting on direct linking a URL address instead.
Now it was... trying to figure out HOW TO DO an LJ Cut to a thread I was creating for a community...  And it was not good that I had stayed up in the late hours (since my insomnia was REALLY bad) setting it up, only to find that I do not know how to do an LJ Cut. Submit, rejected reason being too long, please do an LJ cut.... UWAH?! Oh no... PMed a moderator, asking how the heck do I do an LJ cut, not the response I expected... feel REALLY bad doing that, considering that I must have been pretty annoying and stupid, a person like me panicking over this (not to mention... insane? I think I'm insane...). But really... computers and HTML (hell, even 3-D modeling programs) really do hate me, despite that I have tried to understand them. Think about how you REALLY want to love your pet, but your pet hates you and doesn't listen to you most of the time. Like THAT feeling. -___-;;

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I made this journal... and joined LJ just to support and keep informed of a certain cause which, involves a certain cartoon (though, can be mistaken as an anime) turned live action movie, and screwing up the obvious character representation*coughAVATARcough*. As an artist, and one that is majoring in Business of Art and Design (very soon), I think what that major movie company is doing, is just wrong and destructive. Through that movement, now I know what Hollywood is really like in their business: Pretend that they 'love' anything creative, but destroy it and do it in their own 'tired and redundant' way to make a buck once they've obtain rights to it. I say, SCREW THAT! I'm keeping my beloved characters and stories away from you, and over my dead body!
Speaking of 'beloved characters and stories,' I might use this journal just to post my artwork... mostly original characters, since I like drawing those. But, I really need to get better first since I still have lingering effects of 'I suck at art' breakdown syndrome. Yes, I am an artist... but an 'ex-artist,' since I vowed not to draw anymore.... but the damn art bug keeps coming back. >_>;;

At the moment, I don't have nothing much to report, since nothing really interesting happens to me. Other then just waiting... and waiting... until 3 months pass in shipping myself off to Florida to transfer to a 'prestigious' art college... that seems better then the art college I went to Canada.

...Gradually, I'll try to introduce myself over the next journals, if I feel like it. ...That is all for today (sorry for the boring entry).